Been hanging out with Sheliza aka CHAMILIONAIRE yesterday and today.Went to the gym yesterday with her. Ate burger king and shared it with Sheliza. About 10 plus we reached at the gym. I was kind of shock cause the last time I went wasnt as crowded infact there's only me and Azurah but it was different yesterday. There muscular guys and lots more people. We were scared at first for some reasons. But at last we went in. Did four different types of machines but its all for the leg one la. Went to Causeway Point after that. Guess WHAT we were doing there..


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WE TOOK NEOPRINTS!


Hard to believe, yes. But Sheliza changed quite alot. She's more "open" to the camera now. Still remember last year. ITS BLARDY HARD TO TAKE PICTURE WITH HER. The only picture she took is class photos. Her reasons are always the same. (I can even memorise it) She's not photogenic enough. But now, she addicted to neoprints. LOL. Thanks to me! But seriously, its better la. At least I can show my primary school friends what she looks like. No, I'm just joking. She will kill me. Anyways, I took another picture with her in the bus. We were going to the forest to do DEforestation. It was nice la but I look horrible. YES, YES sheliza. I know you say I have bad taste. Haha.

Anyways, on the last day of school went to the forest to do DEforestation. At first I and Sheliza dont have the mood to go cause we thought it was going to be REforestation. You'll the why we felt that way if you know the difference between "DE" AND "RE". But our teacher changed his mind. We were so RELIEVED. On our way there. We rest in the bus and took a picture. I'll upload the picture as soon as possible. Reached there it was a total disaster. Well, not really but there's ALOT 123456789 ants crawling at our shoes and jeans. Mosquitoes. I got bitten alot at my arms but Sheliza has none just because she claimed that her "muscles" scared the mosquitoes away. LOL. No la, seriously, she do have some muscles. The FUNNY part was our teacher. He got bitten by a mosquitoe at his face and there's like a red bump. When we told him about that, he was like freaked out at first. He thought it was some other insects! But soon he realized it was only a bite and replied us... "Really ah...... my face have no sensation...." something like that la. Cant remember. We didnt do much work actually. It was HOT, ITCHY, UNCOMFORTABLE and sheliza got injured. Haha. After 45 minutes of work, we went off. Sheliza and I planned to sleep in the bus cause the bus is really comfy but the lady spoilt our plan. She sat behind us so we have no space to push our seat back. =( Anyways, on our way back, we saw CUTE MONKEYS! crossing the roads. LALALAALALSSS....

Today was tiring one too. Met Sheliza at around 9 plus for our CCA. Waited for the mom. Mom gave her food to eat, I bought food at CHEERS. Then we went to school. We wanted the school canteen to open cause we really miss the food there esp chicken burger, chesse hotdog, pizza. And we were lucky enough cause the canteen was open. Bought cheese hotdogs, qucikly gobble up and went to 5N1 classroom to meet our teacher. We had a 1 hour discussion about the green events and a competition. When the discussion was about to finish, Sheliza wanted to go to the library with my laptop along. So I agreed. After teh discussion ends, we went back to my place to take my laptop and went straight to library. There, I helped Sheliza with her new blogskins. We went to friendster. Sheliza wanted to go ogrish.com. I do not dare to look all those place. Its super disgusting. And Sheliza was like asking me to look. Very funny. Never in my whole life Im going to look. Hhaha.

After that, I had to go and meet Azurah at 1.30pm. Sheliza and I bought food to eat. Yummy, yummy. LOL. I went back home again to keep my laptop and straightaway went to Marsiling mrt to meet Azurah. Busy day indeed. Anyways, we went to LOT 1. Azu wants to buy present and lend books at the library. We wanted to go home after that but it was raining cats and dogs. It was like 3 plus but the sky looks like 10pm! So we decided to wait till the rain cool down. We roamed around. Bought chicken pies and apple strudels for my family at home to eat. Its getting late yet its still raining like bad so we thought of just roam at Causeway instead of LOT 1. Causeway, we find seats to eat and drink. After that, we went home. I walked home cause I thought there's not much rain. But while I'm walking the rain got worse so I have to walk the long way back to home.

I'm going to be really really busy these few weeks. Next week my whole entire week is going to filled with my CCA. This thursday got to meet up in school for my cca. On Sunday, there's this Green Carnival thing. On the 13,14 and 15, I'm going to be at Expo for my cca. But I think its going to be fun at the same time. =)

I'm going to watch Material Girls with Sheliza on the 9th. Going raya with my primary school friends on the 10th. Going to buy my Sec 3 books tomorrow. To be honest, I'm actually quite scared for sec 3. Its going to be a whole new year. And I want to be a better person and also a whole new me. Wish me the BEST!

So much to do, so little time.

HAHA.
Till then,
Seeya! =)
GOING TO UPLOAD 3 PICTURES. ME AND SHELIZA IN THE BUS, ME AND SHELIZA NEOPRINTS AND SHELIZA.. terror???


Today is the last day of school but it didnt end really well.
i cant even go home early on the last day of school.
have to stay back till 5 because of cca.

anyways..
just got back my report book and i've got into 3e1...
together with my freaky and skully friend named CHAMILIONAIRE... aka sheliza.

a bit worried that i wont be able to cope with triple science.
tryin to get a get a tutor now with the help of my freaky friend. =)

After school was fun and irritatin at the same time..
first, we had an argument about going to cozway or vista point..
this argument was started by fathin and was continued by me, sheliza, aisyah, farah, armeeza and aqidah...
we also had to do a stupid thing like coin tossing..
it was such a headache!!
at last, i and sheliza went to vista and left the rest in school...
both of us bought chicken rice..
and the best part was that sheliza didnt take the chicken rice soup and chilli..
and had to share with me instead!!
she betta pay me back $0.20 for sharing with me..

anyway, it was fun.
so then later, we went to the canteen to gobble up on the chicken rice and ended up having our stomach full...
it was so difficult for us to walk yet alone climbin the stairs..

but it was nice to spent the last day with CHAMILIONAIRE..
so now, im busy bloggin in the library with sheliza and aisyah..
gotta go now..

i would specially like to say thanx to sheliza for bloggin for me..
thanx ya...


Its weird how people changed so fast. One moment she can be nice, but the other, she is as mean as a monster. This year definitely been the worst year after all. I've gone thru alot of changes, problems, be it family, myself, friends, studies and more.

I feel terribly upset by this one friend of mine. I treated her like my close friend. But I guess sooner or later, this would happen. I've been feeling confused about my friendship with her. I felt that we are drifting apart. And she doesnt understand me. She keep hurting me. I've cried not once but a few times because her. I do not dare to tell her because I'm afraid she would not understand and might get the wrong idea. I really like her as my friend. I really enjoy being with her. I'm not obsess with her but she's my friend. A friend whom I really would cherish after going thru ups and downs together. And now, not only i can tell but a few other friends could tell too. Its so obvious how she treated me. I feel alone. I feel I've got no one to turn to. I'm scared. I don't want to get hurt again ever by any of my "friends". Why? She too exprienced backstabbing by her friends.But now, she herself is doing something like that to me. Why must she hurt me? I do not want to sit where I'm sitting right now. Facing both of them right infront of me just make matters worse. This time, I really can't smile and play along. I'm tired of her and how she treated me. I'm tried of pretending nothing happened.
Am I really a bad person? What have I done to have all this "sufferings"? Or maybe this is a test from God. But what if I can't stand it any longer? What if I have those thoughts? What if I break down? I don't want all this thngs. I don't want to suffer. I want to be happy but those people around me keep on hurting me! She said she will never leave me alone. She is such a big fat liar. I can't stand with her any longer.

If this is what she wants, what more can I do or say? There's no point talking to her. She will never understands. All she know is that she is happy and she have someone to share with her craps. Even though I have no other close friends, I rather be alone then sticking with someone who acts like she cares for me. Its all bullshark.

I want to find a new friend. Like what I told Aaliyah..
I want a friend whom I can trust and have no worries that she will betray me one day.
I want a friend whom I can talk with.
I want a friend to keep me accompany in school.
I want a friend whom I can share my ups and downs with.
I want a friend who understands the real me.
I want a friend who is truthful to me and never lie.
I want a friend who is different from any other friends.

But where can I find such friend now? Everyone starts to be selfish and mind for their own happiness.
I'm afraid about what is going to happen tomorrow. I don't to be sad in school. I need someone. I need a FRIEND.

PS:TO THAT GIRL, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE TO ME. BE IT HAPPY OR SAD.

My previous post was a seriously bad one. I was in a bad mood.
But now I'm okeh. I think. My school was okeh. My friends are fine. My life is in a mess and I donte wish to talk about it.
Councillor, it is just too complicated.
Today is someone's birthday. *laughs* I'm not suppose to tell anyone about her birthday. But anyways, HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU! Thanks for being such a lame and boring friend to me! LOL. Just kidding.
Yeah, so I guess that's all for today.
Bye.


I'm sad, frustrated and sick.

Do they even understand how I feel? I want to stop my duties for awhile. I want to be alone in class. I want to get hit by a car. It's not that I don't want to live. But I'm scared. I'm scared to face all this things by myself. I'm getting weaker for every trouble that I had. I don't wish to continue. I don't want to cry by myself without anyone knowing.
I know. I know where I stand in my class. I used to be a shy girl. But I'm not anymore! I'm trying not to hate anyone in my class.
I don't want to be a bad person. I dont want to continue cursing or bad mouthing anyone.
What is LIFE?
I really hope someone can give me an answer.
I'm in a need of a true friend.


I'm a woman obsessed with him.
Snap. Right, i was reading my 2004 diary when I realize that almost every page I wrote about him. God.
He's back. And now like almost everyone is talking about him to me. It's not something big but its not easy to just move on you know. I was a nut case last time. I just hate my past.
But I'm okeh now.

Lots of things happened these few days. Bad ones of course.
But I just don't want to talk about it.
You know how I feel about myself apart from what I wrote on my previous post?
I feel that I do not have self-confidence and well, to sum it all up, all the bad stuffs. And the thing is, the thing is I dont want to feel this way. I know like who wants. Nothing seems to be okeh in my life.
I need someone to be there for me and that someone must be someone special.
Yet, there's no one.

My life is like a million pieces jigsaw puzzle. I know that's impossible but seriously, yeah. It is as complicated as anything. And I need someone to help and show me where's the right place for me to put the piece to make it perfect, nice and right.
Now, my jigsaw puzzle is not even half done. I keep trying, trying adn trying but nothing comes out right. I'm lost.
You get what I mean about my life?

I always thought no one really understand my life just because they never go through my past during primary school. I don't know, I don't know and I don't know why it turned out to be this way.

FATE?

Fathin and I were talking about it when we went back together the other time. We will be totally different if we haven changed our mind and chose this school instead. I wanted to go Zhenghua Secondary at first but....

I want to cry.

Till then, bye

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simplyME.
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my life is brilliant
my life is pure
i saw an angel
of that im sure



ADORES.
family. friends. arcade. clothes.
myACTIONS.
shopping! xD msn*ing.
LEADeway.
im ME. mood+ happy. (:
blahblahblah..


i KEEP my PAINTBRUSH with me
wherever i GO
in case i NEED to COVER up
so the REAL me wont SHOW




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